i’ve been feeling pretty badly lately. My natural soul glo been a little dimmer than usual and i just be feelin sick. i know the two are related, and were i to conjecture, i would surmise that my lack of exercise and poor diet have something to do with it.
Can’t really put my finger on it…just a general lack of inspiration, i suppose. Goin through the motions and not being the full on gangsta i’m supposed to be. These things come and go, i know. And sometimes, you need to pump the breaks to re-evaluate.
i just be tired.
Anyway, late nights bring the greatest intentions, but mornings destroy them. i was gonna go running this morning (i HATE running, mind you). When i awoke, however, i was too sleepy for all that. Umm…it’s raining anyway.
It’s almost May. 12 months shy of my date. How have i been doing? Have i really been giving my all to achieve my goals? Has my lethargy really been self-sabotage? Do i really want the things i say i want? Will i be pretty? Will i be rich?
They say elephants are eaten one bite at a time. i have no interest in eating an elephant, but i’m sure you see where i’m going with this. It’s that first step that gets you where you’re going, and if i intend on getting out of this valley, i better get ‘ta steppin!
i’ma go exercise…even if it is raining.
Here’s to first steps.